rezeki Allah

THANK YOU ALLAH...

untuk rezeki yg xputus utk aku n suami...
kerana dekatkan kami...

atlast... Allah Makbulkan doa kami suami isteri untuk hidup yg lbh semprna....
semoga hari2 yg mndtg pnuh kbhagiaan untuk rumah tgga kami...
amin....

thank you Allah

after 4 years, being a BF&GF, finally....

31st August 2012. The day I got married. :)

To a man I dearly love.
Whom Allah has blessed through him, peace and tranquility in me.

cover pwutt ckit keh2

I was not expecting this man. My husband.
It was as if he dropped from the sky. Literally. No just kidding. :)
He came out of nowhere. And at the most hopeless and unexpected time.
And I thank Allah everyday for this man I love Mr. Azfar Abas.

owhhh master

huargghhhh.... mcm nk jerit kuat2.....
master plz be nice to me....

huhu.... nape laaa ssh sgt aku nk phm ntah...
cpt2 laaa MONDAY... co-sv wait ehh.... byk benor soalan i nk tye u...
 bila stuck jew aku mula laa nk brgn sgla bgai... mula pykit cap M nih nk dtg....

gerammm nye......
sgt2... ape la SMC nih ssh sgt nk phm ke aku nih yg bengap sgt... geramm kowttt...

nk balik tdoq...
nk tgu hjg mgu dpn nk jmpa hubby...
pnwar sgla duka lara aku...

ok bye...

sekian......

get closer.....

salam all....

alhamdulillah....

xda yg lbih mmbhgiakan bila brada dkt ngn husband...
atleast every weekend we'll hv a time together...

good news....

azfar got new job...
rezeki Allah utk kami...
nk2 dpt 2 keja... mulaa laa confuse nk pilih yg mn k...
klu ikut aku mstila yg kat penang so that kami akn ada khdupan sndri...
nk jgk rs jlnkn tgjwb sbgai seorg isteri... tp sume kptsn d tgn suami...
kptsn pbncgn is... Kemunting... huaaa...
aku nih rs nk ngis pn ada...
but i respect his decision, but....
he promise me that every weekend we'll stay at penang... yes2...
i like....

xsbr tggu hubby blik nxt month... miss u damn much....

next planning to go....
smoga Allah SWT permudahkan... Amin.....

phuket...

honeymoon......

thx hubby sb amik cuti smggu utk hv time together..... love u++++++

eh2 pn.waniey syokkk tlebih plak eh.... heehehee


3/6/2013: fly from lcct to phuket
6/6/2013: depart from phuket


let pic u ollsss.....

comey x en.azfar with pink helmet?? :P

aku ka yg gemukkk???

after khwin cmni laaa rupa aku kikiki...

PHI-phi island.... hohoho

metadee resort... aishhh

short trip tp xkn dpt dilupakan.....

kahwin sudah..... :)

sepatutnya dh lm cite nih... dh dkt staun pn aku kwin...
syukur alhamdulillah, 31.8.2012 genap 4 tahun bcinta.... kami sah bgelar hsband n wife, legal relationship between us.... terima kasih buat semua yg x putus2 mndoakan kbhagiaan kami suami isteri.... tp yg plg sedih bila kami tpaksa PJJ, aku kt perlis, husband kt johor... org kata jauh tp dekat kt hati... alhamdulillah wlupn dugaan Allah tu sntiasa ada, tp berkat kesabaran semua kami tempuhi dgn tabah.....

preparation part1

huhuhu... pejam celik dh xbpe lm ag dh....
ape pun xsetel ag....
skrg nih bru duk setel kad... adeiiii.... ni sume gara2 viva fyp yg tlalu lmbt n mmbuatkn tlalu lm kt perlis..... huhu
D.i.y.... doorgift in progress ats bntuan angah n una.... thx guys....
tp aku lbh pntgkan gmbr2 time kahwin tu... sb tu la yg jd kngn n yg kita tgk smpi tua nnt.... yg len2 aku xbpe ksh sgt... biar laaa ala kadar, tp meriah....

thats all for today... stay tuned... i'll back...

2 month to go....

alhamdulillah... 2 bln jew ag, saat tu akn tiba jua..... thx syg 4 evrything u hv done to me.....
meniti ari2 bgelar tunangan owg nih xda laaa mncbr sgt cm aku yg wat dri aku ni sll stress....
aku xska dia xda bila aku perlu kn dia....
kdg2 hti nih ada jua yg mgusik ngn bnda2 yg buruk.... tkt sgt..... aku tkt kcwa....tkt apa yg aku impikn xtcpai..... Ya Allah, berkatilah hubungan pertunangan kami berdua agr kmi sentiasa di dlm keredhaanMu....

aku nih manusia yg xpnh bsyukur kh?

aku nih sombong sgt kh?

aku ni tlalu ego kh?

aku nih  xtw mghrgai ka?

aku kh yg slh slma nih......??

slh kh aku mempertahankn hak aku?

tamak sgt ka aku nih....

emosional sgt ka....

>STRESS<

kmbali ke kolej... huh....

heeeee... yg plg xbpe nk ska is stay kt kolej, thinking about my FYP.... aiyoooo.... but the most i like is haha mr.az4 is owez by my side... ngeh2.... like sgt2.... skgr nih kna saving abis2an ler aku... 4 my E-day n Reception also.... waaaa.....

talking about my E-day...
dok rso nih, wht happen to my dress, siap dh ke blum, tp yg plg aku rso, bab tudung nih... xtw nk pk dh nk pkai tdg cmne, klu aku pkai tdg xpress mau jd mka pe td, yg plg sesuai ngn aku is shawl jew, tp shawl yg aku nk, sume nyew xda, huhuhuhu....
nk cari jgk2... smpai dpt urmmm grm.......

ape2 pn, be cool... everything gonna be orite... he3....
will be continued.......

my E-day progress part1

rs mcm lm ag jew nk smpai dt day.. tp bla i tgk kalender, mak ai.... x lm ag... ape pn xrdy spnuhnya ag....
yg psti, my dress dh anta kt mummy... hopefully siap on time n ikt citarasa i k... rso gk... if not... MR.az4 plz yer... kita cr bju laen klo i xska..... hehe... :) reben n plapik hntrn dh ada... yglen2 sume nk kna g bli, tp kna tgu mr.az4 dl.... adoyaiiii byk nya i nk kna wt....nk wt mini pelamin, tp my mum xkasi... mr.syg pn xbg jgk, xpe u olz i smpn niat nih utk time solemnization t... tgu laaaa....

i nk something yg simple jew... tp biarla meriah kn... kahwin nih skali jew... tlg yer phm wahai Mr.az4.... hehe.... our reception pn i nk yg meriah, tp sederhana sb i tw after settle sume mjlis nih byk lg duit we all nk gna  kn.... nk kna bina rumahtgga sndri bkn sng.... huhuhu... smga Allah pmudahkn urusan perkahwinan kami berdua... AMIN...

ni la dress i nk wt... tp xtw la mnjdi ke x... hrp2 2 jd la... tp my theme light yellow+silver

skrg nih dlm process nk trnkn brt bdn... i rs gmuk, tp my syg said ok jew... ish....ape2 pn kna gk diet... mlu wooo t owg ckp b2b gmok... i xnk huhuhu..

to be continued soon....

1st step of all

5hb feb 2012... aku dirisik... haha... nk tgelak pn ada.... sume yg blaku x drncg...mr.az4, awk wt sy malu tw sbnrnye.... OMG... tiba2 jew kol nk dtg mrisik... yg plg sempoi skali ktowg pkai jeans n tshirt jew tmasuklaaa bride-to-be... it's me....
everything went well... alhamdulillah... so moving 2 nx step....hehe...

decision making on dt day:

- My-Eday (24.3@17.3)

- Solemnization (31.8.2012)

- bride's reception (1.9.2012)

- Groom's reception (2.9.2012)

p/s: tertakluk pd pindaan... hehe...

miss him...:)

aku rndukn yg lm bkn mksd aku xmghrgai apa yg aku ada sekarang....
aku nk apa yg pnh blaku, pnh tjadi, pnh aku wat pd mla2 aku knl die, blaku jgk saat nih...
rndu sgt2.... rndu wk2 mcm 2... wlu pd hakikatnya bnda yg sm bley brulg tp xkn pnh sm ngn apa yg pnh die wat pd aku dl....
xkn bley wt jwa aku mcm dl, sb ngn sume 2 aku jth cinta.... ngn sume 2 aku jdi perindu yg setia....

aku xpnh myesal jth cnta ngn die.... aku xpnh myesal plih die....
aku tw die la pcnta yg plg setia.... yg pnh aku jpe....
syukur sgt2...

sjujurnya... hdir die wat hdup aku lgkap... sempurna...
mgkin slh aku, atau keadaan yg wat kita sm2 jd mcm nih....

kdg2.... aku rs kosong sgt2... rndu sgt.....
cbuk sgt ka..... xpn aku tgk.... besa ja....
tp nape jd mcm nih??
aku kh yg brubah 2.... aku ka yg slh...
atau aku jer yg prsan sowg2...
ntah laaa....

perindu sepi....

die hak aku nape aku prlu tgu utk ms2 ttntu...

die milik aku, tp nape aku bkongsi dri nya...

cinta die tcipta buat aku, tp knape aku tersendiri...

happy couple...

Why do some couples stay happy together for a lifetime, while others are in conflict almost from the beginning?

Part of the answer is compatibility - making the initial choice of a partner with whom you share common values. Equally much, however, depends upon the choices each partner chooses to make during the relationship.

here are seven choices made by happy couples:
1. Trust: Suspicion and jealousy are the death knell of any relationship. If the other is going to cheat or otherwise dishonor the relationship, suspicion and jealousy will not prevent it, and such a relationship is fatally flawed in any case. Unwarranted suspicion and jealousy create misery in a surprising number of relationships. If you want to live happily, trust your partner completely. If they dishonor your trust, deal with the situation then. In the meanwhile, you will have been happy.
2. Open Communication: Tell the truth, tell the whole truth. If you didn't want to share your whole life with your partner, why are you together? If you make a mistake, admit it. If you have doubts, talk about them. Secrets and lies kill a relationship. With truth and openness anything is possible. Even if something is unforgivable, it is better to deal with it quickly.
3. Honoring the other's point-of-view: People disagree, couples disagree. Understanding that the two partners in a couple remain individuals is crucial to a happy relationship. Why would you expect that you and your partner should agree on everything? Honor that one of you is a Republican and the other a Democrat. Honor that one of you is a vegetarian and the other loves a great steak.
4. Self-Confidence: Co-dependence is another frequent cause of failed relationships. Happy couples know that they don't need each other. Each partner is a completely whole and valid individual who has entered into a voluntary partnership. Neither "owns" the other, nor "can't live without" the other. Each has their own interests and friends, as well as having mutual interests and friends.
5. Generosity: Greed and selfishness kill relationships. True love is generous in spirit. Mostly, generosity is not about material things, although that is also important. To have a happy relationship, be generous of your time, your love, and your attention.
6. Forgiveness: Resentments and thoughts of revenge and vengeance have no place in a happy relationship. Happy couples forgive each other completely for everything the other has ever done or failed to do - no exceptions.
7. Gratitude: Happy couples are continuously grateful for each other. Every day there are a myriad of reasons to be grateful for your partner. Find those reasons each day, and thank your partner every day.

what i found n want in him.....

jeng... jeng2......

keh2...

this entry jz 4 fun...

sb borink xtaw nk wat pe...

let see ape ada dalam dri MR.Az4

him....

• nice looking
• Opens car doors, holds chairs (keh2.... sj jew... i x hrp pn...)
• Has enough money for a nice dinner
• Listens more than talk
• Laughs at my jokes
• Carries bags of groceries with ease
• Appreciates a good home-cooked meal
• Remembers birthdays and anniversaries
• Seeks romance at least once a week
  
• Wears a shirt that covers his stomach (hehe jgn mrh)
• Remembers that it's the weekend
• Charming
• A caring listener
  
• Witty
• Full of thoughtful surprises
• An imaginative, romantic lover

Reasons i love him...

He is so sweet to me, he is cute and I am attracted to him.

He is willing to try new things. He thinks about things.

He has passions.

he always to think the he should be, and how we are supposed to live.

overview how i fallen in love with him...

aku jth cnta ngn die tnpa paksa pn...

He done nothing and I’m in love with him. Saya jatuh hati tanpa perlu conversation yang panjang, it just happened. Love is blind. I believe in that.

1stly, aku Pendam sorang2. mula dlm kls...He’s with his gang and turn out to be tak seperti dia yang sebenarnya. Dalam kelas I tak tegur pun dia. tapi I selalu curi2 pandang dia. sebab suka dia lagi.

Hihi. *blush.

Mencintai dalam diam...
I really love to see him datang kelas dengan baju belang dia tu. Dia ada banyak baju plain. And ada 1 baju tu belang2 macam kek lapis. Bila nampak dia, I tersenyum sorang2. Suka. Siap cakap dlm ati, “az4 nampak sangat sedap and yummy lah”. Hehe. Nakal.Sepanjang dalam kelas, tak pernah cakap dengan dia. Dia pun tak cakap dengan I. berbulan tak cakap. Walhal kelas sama. Susah. . msg la jd saksi sglanya....How we started, how we date and perhaps how we get married. Hehe... Ya Allah, after months tak bercakap, tiba2 kami hantar message at the same time. I was thinking of him while he was thinking of me. Serentak. What’s that supposed to mean? hehe....

i klo ada mslh... rela cr die dr owg laen.... bcerita.... sb die phm apa yg i nk smpaikn....
pnh ada time 2, i mmg syok kt die abis... bley plak die mntk idea nk tackle owg len...adussss,,, xska nyaaa.... time 2 ada gk i bg nsht... tp xikls... 2 pn sb i pk di bkn BF i kn... at tht time...

smpai laaa 1 saat i bg hint btoi2 pye... test smda die rs x pe yg i rs...
hehe... best gk.... POSITIVE... haha....
so, we've been couple on 2.9.2008 haha.... at highway.... wahhhh hbt kn....
amazing....

till now hope till my last breath.....

.....end......

long time no see...

hello everyone.....

hye.....

^--^

haha...

sound hepy rite???

huahaaa....

mestila i hepy sb bley spent time with my famili smpai la dh nk update my entry...

soe yer pmbca setia sy a.k.a my love, MR.AZ4...

yes i tgh bcuti...

jd sgt pemalas...

i admit this....

nk bgn pg kdg2 ssh...

pas sboh smbung tdo...

then akn dgr suara my mum jrit2 aroung 9 o'clock...

"syhhh mak, abis sume jiran dgr.... mlu tw sy..." keh3...

this is the last time cm 2 cz lg 2 ari dh nk lik hostel...

keep going as usual life as stdent...

so, i kna w8 up early.... no more loitering...

huhuhu.... again n again....

but...

saat yg plg i tgu is....

nk jpe my heartbeat laaarrr....

miss him damn much.... he3...

rndu nk hv time 2gether....

2 weeks xjpe rs cm lm sgt lak....

newey... xsbr dh nih...

byk nk ckp2 ngn die...

biar die ltih dgr sy bebel....

trma jew tw....

mwhxxxx....

sy hrp awk pn rndukn sy.....

dh la mcm dh byk lak 2lis....

jpe ag....

nyte....

-end-

my sis convocation.....

my family...

congrats dear sis 4 ur convocation...
nothing cant describe our happiness on tht day...
so, lets pic tell u olz....

syukur...

2 years and 2 month being his girlfriend...
thx dear shayang...

u r the loving caring sweet person..

a true love measure the compatibility not by the years we r spent 2gether, but how good we r...

"He made me promise once that I would always be his. I made him promise that he would always love me, and he would always be mine. I am going to always keep my promise, as long as I live, even though he didn't."

I will always love you,mr.az4...

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

i hate u but i love u so much....

i hate u when u r late replying my message, its keeps me waiting....

i hate u when u reminding me the mistake that i've done, becoz its make me feel guilty even i've already asked 4 forgiveness...
i hate u when u laugh at me, it makes me want to pull ur hair.... annoying tw....

i hate u when u mad at me, cz its make me scary..... its hurt me badly...

the most thing i hate about u...

is...

i keep loving u even u keep doing the thing that i hate about u...

I LOVE U

I MISS U

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end of this day...

hahaha.....
alhamdulillah...
congrats my dear fwen, both of us perform very well...
akhir sdh derita embedded system...
a lot of questionare 4 us....
briefing in english, elaboration in malay....
how witty us in front of the judges at dt time... he3...
only us noe...
my fwen eyta... thx sb sgp wat prject ngn aku...
hya kita tw btpa tension nyer wat sume nih...
but we still hv another 1 mini prject, which is c.system...
circuit.... n nk gna Osiloskop.... adeiii... azab 2....
sb xreti...
bkn nk kata... tp dh 4 taun kt cni, still xreti2 ag...
slmt serabut kn otak 1x ag....

my dear shayang...

cian awk ye...

lately sy bz sgt...

xdpt nk entertain awk mcm sll...

jg kesihatan...

sy rso sgt...

hrp2 awk cpt cht...

sy cma smpt tmn awk mkn jew...

sy lth sgt sb lack sleep...

soe dear...

love u...