go forwad....

dear mr.az4....

sy tw, tym sy writing dis blog, u r studying there... i hope so... cz i owez trust u...
sy tw awk mmpu capai cita2 2....
awk mmpu jd yg terbaik...
awk ada sesuatu dlm diri, cma awk perlu bykkn bdoa...
insyaAllah...
doa sy sll utk awk...

awk igt x lg...

"ltk impian stinggi bintang, klo jth pn sgkut kt awn,

ltk ati ke dasar lautan, klu timbul pn tsgkut kt batu krg....."

igt kn....

time 2, hya kta 2 jew, jnji utk sm2 bjya, wlu x shebat mn kn....

mudah2an ada ruang utk kita......

sy taw awk mmpu, sb sy sll ykin ngn awk....
sy xkisah sapa pn awk, jgn mls2... jgn ikutkn perasaan...
seeking for a better life k...
hdup nih kdg2 xseindah yg kita impikan, tp sbnrnye ada kmnisan yg kdg2 kita xsdr...


Ya Allah...
teman sy...
buah ati sy...
mesra kmi pnwar duka...
rindu kmi mnmbah cinta..
rajuk kmi mmbuah ceria...
dia ketawa, sy gembira...
dia sayu, sy syahdu...
dia layu, sy pilu...
dia cemerlang sy gemilang...
rahmatilah kmi meniti usia...

msih ada lg hrpn utk kta... utk itu n ms dpn...

dapatkah sy mnjdi sumber kekutan dlm dri awk,

sprti awk tiupkn sgla kekuatan stiap kali sy merasa kcwa n myerah kalah...???

msih mmpu kh sy mnjdi tmpat awk bsndar dsaat awk lmah n mahu rebah??

mudah2an... InyaAllah...

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an entry for him....

hypeee...

this entry r not related 2 anyone....

jz utk tatapan aku n dia... hek2...

sowieee...

....yup...

again.... again... n again....

nape sy ska ltk pic die???

sb sy shayang die... heee... all the way k...

thats all... muahahahak....

bosan+lapar...

c u then....

i'm getting better..

thx dear 4 d advice..
thx my lovely sis 4 lending me ur time, gv me a call early in d monink...
thx gk utk diri aku... he3... thank you ALLAH..... owez bless on me...
syukur alhamdulillah.....
inilah hdup..... xlari dr sume dugaan....
tndanya Allah sygkn kta....

luluh...

heee...

sdh hmpir 12jam fikiran aku kusut, fikirkan khidupan, smpai nk tdo pn aku pning ag nih..
its no a big things pon....

tp ntah laaa, trasa mcm mnusuk kalbu, n akhirnya airmata pn bcucuran.. huwaaaa...

lepas satu.... satu....

ape suma nih....
tlg hntikan wat aku jd serabu...

apepn pd saat ni aku miss umah aku, the best place i ever live... sume ada kt c2....
but now, i need some theraphy.... really needs it... tp my personal DR... very bz.... pity him...


hmmm...
lemah kn aku...

aku perlukn seseorg saat nih...
need a warm shoulder...
btol aku xtpu...
nk cry puas2...
then nk dgr kata2 yg sptt nyer aku dgr....
buat aku tseyum....
:)
(dear cyg, i'll wait 4 u)

post aku ari sume emo2...

dh aku mmg x ok...

nk wat cmne...

klo xska...

shooooohhhh2...

bjuta blog ag kt web nih...

ok???

when the life is....

hi all...

i'm so sad now...
i did something horrible today ( i guess so)
i'm regretting it
stress sgt...
(is dt really my fault??? or slip of my tongue???)

napa yer kta sll biar emosi t8 control of mind n act???
kpda yg bkenaan sy mohon maaf sgt2...
i'm sorry 4 every harsh word i ever say...
i shouldnt say such thing 2 u..
sorry 4 letting my emotional control my mind...

sorry again.. i never meant it....

i jz wanna told u...

i didnt mean it...

i'm not shouted at u...

plz... believe me...

thx 4 hv a time with me... even 4 a while...

i really appreciate...

{kdg2 percakapan sy kasar, n wt sy x sdr, ada ati yg terluka}

..a person who needs ur forgiveness..

chin up wani....... thats life...

mr,az4 waiting 4 his dinner... he3...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

adeiii...

pimples...

jrawat makin nek plak 2,3 ari nih...

uishh.... tbaeklaaaa...

sy mmg ska bela jrawat nih...

(mr.az4: jgn marah yew... sy tw t awk bbl2.... ckp sy x jg mkn...

btw sy ska awk bbl, trsa awk caring jew....)

b4 we going 2 our home,sy plan wanna treats mr.az4, cheeze choc at secret recipe...

sy tye nihhhhh... awk xnk jwb eh??

skali jew tye nih...

kira xnk laaa eh...

jmt duit i cyg... he3...

(tertakluk pd bdjet k...)

kebelakangan ni sy cpt trse ngn mr.az4...

sy tw awk bz... sb sy pn cm2 gk...

byk bnda nk kna setel kn...

i know dear u doesnt hv much time 2 entertain me...

tp bila sy tdo sy pksa diri sy utk maafkn awk...

sb sy nk awet mda sll he3...

sll nyew mrh sy kjap jew...

sb esk pg bla bgn jew, sy mesti nk dgr sora awk pye...

he3....

wat2 mjuk... sb sy tw t awk pjuk...

shayang awk...

gudluck cyg...

truthfully.....

Every day, after i knew what had happened, i am so GRATEFUL TO GOD that he is there..

-still laughing
-still smiling
-still singing beautifully (4 me only)
-still being witty
-still being naughty
-still being pampered

yeah..... u cheer me up my dear...!!!