when the life is....

hi all...

i'm so sad now...
i did something horrible today ( i guess so)
i'm regretting it
stress sgt...
(is dt really my fault??? or slip of my tongue???)

napa yer kta sll biar emosi t8 control of mind n act???
kpda yg bkenaan sy mohon maaf sgt2...
i'm sorry 4 every harsh word i ever say...
i shouldnt say such thing 2 u..
sorry 4 letting my emotional control my mind...

sorry again.. i never meant it....

i jz wanna told u...

i didnt mean it...

i'm not shouted at u...

plz... believe me...

thx 4 hv a time with me... even 4 a while...

i really appreciate...

{kdg2 percakapan sy kasar, n wt sy x sdr, ada ati yg terluka}

..a person who needs ur forgiveness..

chin up wani....... thats life...

mr,az4 waiting 4 his dinner... he3...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

adeiii...

pimples...

jrawat makin nek plak 2,3 ari nih...

uishh.... tbaeklaaaa...

sy mmg ska bela jrawat nih...

(mr.az4: jgn marah yew... sy tw t awk bbl2.... ckp sy x jg mkn...

btw sy ska awk bbl, trsa awk caring jew....)

b4 we going 2 our home,sy plan wanna treats mr.az4, cheeze choc at secret recipe...

sy tye nihhhhh... awk xnk jwb eh??

skali jew tye nih...

kira xnk laaa eh...

jmt duit i cyg... he3...

(tertakluk pd bdjet k...)

kebelakangan ni sy cpt trse ngn mr.az4...

sy tw awk bz... sb sy pn cm2 gk...

byk bnda nk kna setel kn...

i know dear u doesnt hv much time 2 entertain me...

tp bila sy tdo sy pksa diri sy utk maafkn awk...

sb sy nk awet mda sll he3...

sll nyew mrh sy kjap jew...

sb esk pg bla bgn jew, sy mesti nk dgr sora awk pye...

he3....

wat2 mjuk... sb sy tw t awk pjuk...

shayang awk...

gudluck cyg...

truthfully.....

Every day, after i knew what had happened, i am so GRATEFUL TO GOD that he is there..

-still laughing
-still smiling
-still singing beautifully (4 me only)
-still being witty
-still being naughty
-still being pampered

yeah..... u cheer me up my dear...!!!

i'm rarely... n limited edition...

he3... dis entry xda kaitan ngn sapa2 kcuali ttg diriku ini..
he....
aku nih cpt tw klo nk emosi nih...
jnis xleh thn emosi...
jp jew leyh jd xwaras.....
tp aku sll jew terapi diriku...
dh jpe personal doctor... he3..
die yg tbek...
>>>>thx 4 being reminder, LOVE U...mr.az4

a fact random about me....
>once i kove someone... i'll love 4 the rest of mylife...but it will immediately stop,once that people mess up with me.
>i love reading quotes.... i can spent a lot of time seeking 4 a sweet n nice quotes...
>i'm a bit alergic with seafood... it m8 me immediately in flu...
>i can stand longer when window shopping... he3

insyaAllah....

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame


Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way


>>>>>1st time aku dgr lgu nih... aku xtw nape cm attract sgt....
full of meaning...so moral value kt cni, whatever we did, dont care wut people said about us... cz Allah owez by our sides....
>>>>>i'm learnt from that lesson

between us...

owg kata wk2 bcinta sume indah... bt not 4 me... aku a bit xstuju lar... sb byk btoi dugaan yg kami lalui untuk mghampiri usia pknalan stkt ni kn..... tp aku syukur sb dah smpai thp ni...
owg kata Allah uji ikt kmampuan kita, tp mmpukah aku trima dugaan sbgini... xrebah kh aku.... adeiii...
aku xpnh mrungut....
apatah lg mgeluh...
sb ujian 2 lh matang kn kmi...
thx mr.az4 4 being a part of my life...
" sy tw awk xpnh bosan ngn sy... mndgr jew cloteh sy wlu kdg2 awk xphm pe yg sy cb nk smpaikan... mklumlah cite sy x ikt sequence... n yg plg pntg sy rs sy mghargai wk2 kita bsma....& thn cinta wlu smpai saat ni kta msh lg di uji...>"

the best way adalah sy mnerima awk seadanya....
sy xskuat mn wlu owg tgk pertuturan sy kdg2 kasar... tp ati sy x k...

but...
its not 2 hard being his couple...
its so lovely to have him...
syukur, Alhamdulillah...
thx/>>

life...

less than a month i'll b at my home... merbok... ahaks... preparing 4 my big bro wedding reception(20/11/10)....
miss my home damn so much....