a few things in 1....

i'm regret about something...
i'm scared...
what if all the thing i had before is gone??
i dont want to end its like this...
please show me the way...
something happens....
its makes me realize that loyalty, patient, love and respect are most important things in relationship...
i love him damn much... always...!!
i know my emo, my status, lately everything seem x ok kn??
it is jz wt i felt...
i'll die if i lost him...
really...
i'm evrything i'm tht u love me...
awk mgubah hdup sy...
khdiran awk dsisi sy wat sume nya indah...
awk jew tw mcm ne nk pjuk sy...
awk tw sy sensitif, n how fragile my heart it is....
awk bljr utk trma sy...
akhirnya...
awk jd yg tbek wat sy...
awk bg sy kasih syg yg xmgkin owg len pnh n bley bg kt sy....
awk pnh cry ngn sy...
awk trima famili sy...
awk pndai cerita, awk phm sy...
awk xska sy bebel sll2, tp klo awk bebel sy tpksa dgr, sb awk comey... he3...
what i want now is u here... stands by my side...
i need ur shoulder, i really do...
i cant m8 another step without u...
i deserve to be happy... u 2 dear cyg...

everything happen unplanned...

myb bcoz of a lot of asgment, mini prject that m8 me tired... serabut...

my dear cyg... thx cz trying 2 understand me...

yes you are!!!!

bidang KEJURUTERAAN nih adalah pilihan ku...
so means aku kna gk truskn smpai lah aku dpt sgulung ijazah...
ssh mcm ne pn aku kna gak usaha....
mudah2an... Amin....
aduhai cita2...
knapalaaa smpai saat ni kau sll brubah2....
ish2.....

MUHAMMAD AZFAR ABAS....

he's also my choice.. he3....

sb awk sll ada ngn sy snce kta mbr smpaila skrg...

dr nek PBE2483, shggala PAT1560, sy xpnh mrungut...

kn???

sb sy tw status kta skrg...

sb sy tw kta nih msih bgntung pd PTPTN n PARENTS...

i know. u owez wanna do something tht m8 me convenient....

sbnrnya sy x ksh syg...

mmg pn kdg2 sy diam, tp bkn sy protes...

but i'm doing myself theraphy....

sy bljr trma awk seadanya...

syukur alhamdulillah...

awk milik sy smpai hri ni wlupn bkn yg hakiki...

sume tu bukti kesabaran n keiklasan kita...

arini dh 2tahun 1 bulan 24 hari awk lalui hdup ni sbgai teman sy...

mudah2 awk tercipta utk sy....

AMIN

tired....huh...

hye blog...
he3... lately ari2 aku update kn,
he3...
bkn apa, keghairahan aku dtg tb2...
this entry belong 2 me n my fwen..
dr aku wat diploma smpailah wat degree skrg nih...
still da same...
no changes....
huhuhu... pity us.... tired of all this matters...
he3...
geram toi aku...
bab aku paling xska, dr mla duk kukum, smpailaaa ke unimap skrg nih,
ialahhh..... BAB TGU BUS... grm+boring..
t mla lh mlut aku nk mgomel mcm...
he3...
td jew... 2 jam aku ngn kengkawan tcongok kt kangar...
adeiii... skit ati kowt...
dh la ngntukk...
pns lak 1 hal ag...
uish... b++ skit ati aku...
cair dh m8 up, sunblock pn dh xda function ag dh...
ktiak nih xyah cite.. mcuk mSm daaa...
he3...
(sj gimik lbey)
asal ada bus bhenti, tkedek2 laaa kmi g tye..
"kg.y ka??"... "x,smpg.4"..
"kg.y ka??'...."x, kbg gajah...."
"kg.y ka???.... "x, pauh.."
adei...
mn dia....???
aleh2 kul 4 bwu ktowg nekbus kowt...
dr ku 2 tgu...

nek jew bus, haaaa kn....
xda nmpak rupa dh, tgkap lentok lew...
sdr2 jew dh smpai k.perlis...
he.....
ltih gilaaa....

aduhaiiii...bla laaa sume ni akn brakhir

sbr laaa wani oi.... sbar jg kwn2 sume

bpe sem jew ag

Ya Allah.... kuatkanlah semangat kmi, dan tingkatknlah kesabaran kami untuk mnempuh hari2 mndatang dgn pnuh ketabahan...

go forwad....

dear mr.az4....

sy tw, tym sy writing dis blog, u r studying there... i hope so... cz i owez trust u...
sy tw awk mmpu capai cita2 2....
awk mmpu jd yg terbaik...
awk ada sesuatu dlm diri, cma awk perlu bykkn bdoa...
insyaAllah...
doa sy sll utk awk...

awk igt x lg...

"ltk impian stinggi bintang, klo jth pn sgkut kt awn,

ltk ati ke dasar lautan, klu timbul pn tsgkut kt batu krg....."

igt kn....

time 2, hya kta 2 jew, jnji utk sm2 bjya, wlu x shebat mn kn....

mudah2an ada ruang utk kita......

sy taw awk mmpu, sb sy sll ykin ngn awk....
sy xkisah sapa pn awk, jgn mls2... jgn ikutkn perasaan...
seeking for a better life k...
hdup nih kdg2 xseindah yg kita impikan, tp sbnrnye ada kmnisan yg kdg2 kita xsdr...


Ya Allah...
teman sy...
buah ati sy...
mesra kmi pnwar duka...
rindu kmi mnmbah cinta..
rajuk kmi mmbuah ceria...
dia ketawa, sy gembira...
dia sayu, sy syahdu...
dia layu, sy pilu...
dia cemerlang sy gemilang...
rahmatilah kmi meniti usia...

msih ada lg hrpn utk kta... utk itu n ms dpn...

dapatkah sy mnjdi sumber kekutan dlm dri awk,

sprti awk tiupkn sgla kekuatan stiap kali sy merasa kcwa n myerah kalah...???

msih mmpu kh sy mnjdi tmpat awk bsndar dsaat awk lmah n mahu rebah??

mudah2an... InyaAllah...

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an entry for him....

hypeee...

this entry r not related 2 anyone....

jz utk tatapan aku n dia... hek2...

sowieee...

....yup...

again.... again... n again....

nape sy ska ltk pic die???

sb sy shayang die... heee... all the way k...

thats all... muahahahak....

bosan+lapar...

c u then....

i'm getting better..

thx dear 4 d advice..
thx my lovely sis 4 lending me ur time, gv me a call early in d monink...
thx gk utk diri aku... he3... thank you ALLAH..... owez bless on me...
syukur alhamdulillah.....
inilah hdup..... xlari dr sume dugaan....
tndanya Allah sygkn kta....

luluh...

heee...

sdh hmpir 12jam fikiran aku kusut, fikirkan khidupan, smpai nk tdo pn aku pning ag nih..
its no a big things pon....

tp ntah laaa, trasa mcm mnusuk kalbu, n akhirnya airmata pn bcucuran.. huwaaaa...

lepas satu.... satu....

ape suma nih....
tlg hntikan wat aku jd serabu...

apepn pd saat ni aku miss umah aku, the best place i ever live... sume ada kt c2....
but now, i need some theraphy.... really needs it... tp my personal DR... very bz.... pity him...


hmmm...
lemah kn aku...

aku perlukn seseorg saat nih...
need a warm shoulder...
btol aku xtpu...
nk cry puas2...
then nk dgr kata2 yg sptt nyer aku dgr....
buat aku tseyum....
:)
(dear cyg, i'll wait 4 u)

post aku ari sume emo2...

dh aku mmg x ok...

nk wat cmne...

klo xska...

shooooohhhh2...

bjuta blog ag kt web nih...

ok???